You heard me on msn
A couple year ago and you wanted to know
All about me, and my hobbies,
My favorite food and my birthday
Why are you so far away from me?
I need help and you're way across the sea
I could never touch you - I think it would be wrong
I've got your email
You've got my song
I don't see beautiful girls like this where i come from - so fragile,so refined
So I dream and I scream
my heart then falls to little pieces every time
I wonder what clothes you wear to school
I wonder how you decorate your room
I wonder how you touch yourself
and curse myself for being across the sea
Why are you so far away from me?
I need help and you're way across the sea
I could never touch you - I think it would be wrong
I've got your email
You've got my song
At 23 I shaved my head and tried to be holy
I thought the perfect girl would like me if i did
You see mom, I'm a good grown boy
It's all your fault, momma
It's all your fault
Goddamn, this business is really lame
I gotta live on an island to find the juice
So you send me
Your love
from all around the world
As if I could live on words and dreams and a million screams
Oh, how I need a hand in mine to feel.
Why are you so far away from me?
Why are you so far away from me?
I could never touch you - I think it would be wrong
I've got your email
You've got my song
I've got your email
You've got my song
I've had a pretty good life in comparison to billions of other people, I'm happy for that. I've never had a problem of ever having to suffer from starvation or untended sickness. My parent have given me all that a kid need to grow up healthy, I love them so much for that despite their slip ups and sheer stupidity sometimes but hey, all of us have our moments. How many children can say, my dad bought me a car, paid for my education(even all the extensions >.<), got me all my favorite food when i wanted it, offered me their business to take over, mom has always been there for me, accepted my gf :P and they are still doing so much for me. My annoying little sister who loves me and in turn so do I. I just wish she'll also have a good life.
I thank god for no serious sicknesses, no bad accidents(except for the few bones i've broken >.<), for giving me the chance to meet my "100% perfect girl" hehe, for giving me a decent brain for thinking and giving me some talent with the football :D The biggest happiness I have in my life now is my lovely! lovely! girlfriend. All I've ever wished for my girl to be like, she is. She's beautiful, she's loving, she's smart, she's mesmerizing, she's crazy and logical at the same time lol, she's funny, she's aware and most of all...she LOVES me!! I can truly say she's the biggest thing I have in life.
My friends! Crazy guys, pretty girls, nerds(like me), football hunks, stupid fellas, blabber mouths and cousins. I'm so thankful to them to, they make life so much better and make me feel I'm not some lonely guy on the street.
My pets ^_^....Jimmy the always sleepy golden retriever, Pinky the one that always bites my footwear and my car number plates grrrrrr, the late "Wishbone" i miss him so much T.T, Anjali the cute little hamster in the corner and her friend she has the "love hate" relationship with...she's new I forgot her name >.<
My uncle's and aunties, what a big help they have been to me. The took me in when I needed a place to stay and study, treated me like their own son :) I'm sooo thankful to them. They surely made a difference to me.
Wow, I didn't know I had much much in life. Some made my life good, some made it more challenging but I'm thankful to all of them for they made me who I am now. I know there are a lot more influences to list out but that would made a list as long as my 25 years.
I love who I am now, I love my parents, I love my sister and most of all I love my "100% perfect girl". Like what Haruki Murakami tried to say in one of his stories "I don't know why she's my 100% perfect girl but I know she's my 100% perfect girl"(I think lol). The one who I was to spend the rest of my days with.
Peace out guys ^_^
Hey guys, it’s been sometimes since I posted last. I just needed time away from writing, too much writing for my assignments I got sick of it. I’ve finally gotten over my assignment, although the bad news is I’ve got a new assignment now to work on >.<
Before I go on, the futsal tourney didn’t go too well. Yet again we only made it up to the quarter finals, we lost out yet again to the eventual winners and we actually played better than the other finalist. There were some disappointment in the team, some of the members didn’t perform as much as I would have liked. I’m just happy I played well enough for people in the tournament to recognize me. I did get a few injuries that are taking some time to heal but all in all it was a good experience.
Now for today’s topic, I’ve got a new nephew. He was born on the 2nd November 2008. The baby is yet to be named and is having some medical problems which is making a lot of relatives unhappy. To begin with the baby was scheduled to be born on the 15th November 2008 but it seemed like he wanted to see all of us earlier haha. On the first day everything was fine and everyone was happy, but then something changed. On the second day the baby was having difficulties breathing and was rushed to a baby specialist hospital. Later on we found out that the baby had air in the lungs that was preventing it from efficiently working. The doctor says there might be a birth defect on the baby which wouldn’t surprise me because his parents are first cousins.
Why was a baby that young suffering? The baby is innocent and hasn’t even known how the world looked and yet has already started feeling the pain of life. This isn’t fair at all, but Ii would blame my family, there have been so many proven studies that in family marriages can cause defects on children and yet they still go on with it. It’s just sad that an innocent baby has to suffer from this, guess what life sucks like that >.<>
Another thing that caught my attention was the fact that we have to save up as preparations to welcome the newcomer. I always thought giving birth to a baby isn’t really a problem to the pocket but this birth my cousin is having is proving to be a costly one. 24 hours intensive care unit fees for the baby is at a staggering RM3000 and we’re not even sure how long the baby will be in ICU. Imagine if he was in there for a week that’s like RM 20,000 at least. What would happen if the parents can’t afford it? Its crazy how much they charge, but with good care comes high bills. This is definitely a lesson for me to learn. When I know my wife is expecting, I would have 9 months to amass funds for any eventualities, hopefully that would be sufficient added to the saving before.
I guess that’s it for now, there will be more post on here for sure but I got no idea when. See you guys when I see you guys, till then....peace out ^_^
