As It Unfolds (Part 3)

Sometimes problems in a relationship is not because
of you or your partner but because it's fate. This time my
gf told me that the doctor suspects that her leukemia was
re-emerging (not too sure about the time, my memory is
failing me =.="). At that point my gf and I were sitting in
a ingame town talking and making up after testing times
or at leastI was trying to.

She had other things in mind which were far more serious.
She might need to go get admitted for medication to her
leukemia. After things were more certain later she told
me about what she had to and told me that it may take
months. I wasn't even close to thinking about how i'll be
when i'm separate with her. All i wanted is for my girl to
come back out of this test healthy as she was before. I told
her i'd wait for her recovery no matter how long it took.

When she left for her treatment, I didn't spend a day
without praying. I'm not much of a praying guy though,
this made my mom curious. By now i've already told my
mom about this wonderful girl I met online and mom was
happy for me because she could see the difference my gf
has made in my life. A few weeks into it, i finally broke
it to my mom that my gf was in the hospital and stuff.
She told me that I have to be strong for her and pray for
her recovery, not like i wans't doing it already. I even
made a vow to dedicate my walk with the anual thaipusam
chariot to the recovery of my gf and vowed to bald myself
as a homage to god for what he was to do for me.

Hours became days, days became weeks and weeks became
months. There was no one day that I didn't think about my
love who was suffering in the hospital. I missed her sooo
much, at that moment i just knew life without her would be
a life with no meaning for me. True that i have everyone
else, parents, sister, friends ,cousins and all but no
one as special as the person who's in the hospital now
wishing I was waiting for her. She made my day brighter
and my nights more peaceful, she motivated me in more ways
then one.

This was a really sad and testing time for me, I was bored
after spending hours talking to her before. The game we
were playing didn't seem as fun as when she was there. I
tried to find alternate souces to keep myself busy and
entertained. Such as chatting online, messing with my
facebook account and playing football every evening. I sent
her loads of emails as i told her i would, so that she can
read once she have the chance. Everyday i'd open my email
hoping to see "My Love" on the sender column. Everytime
I see a new mail coming in, i get exited and hopeful.

Finally after about 1 months or 2 months of waiting I get
a message from her. I wish I had kept those messages safe
for me to recall what it said. Nevertheless it was one of
the best moments in my life, i felt so releaved that it was
like someone gave me back my life :) I love my gf so much
I just can't think of any other girl in her place. Waiting
for a loved one to contact you after having such a sickness
was like nothing i've ever felt in life. I was so thankful
to god or whatever force that helped my gf and I through it.

That's it for this stage of my relationship....more to come
next time.