As it Unfolds (Part 1)

I don't think many people reads this blog, but I think i'm
finally going to post something quite personal to me.

About 2+ years ago I just shifted to my new house in Klang.
After screwing up my studies in MMU because of too much
gaming, I started working for my dad. This didn't last though,
my dad and I just couldn't work together, petty quarrels
every time.

Since it was not working out, I seriously thought of giving
my brains another chance of proving itself. I know i'm not
stupid and the people around me also know I'm not stupid
but my indulgence in certain things go out of control, like
games. At that moment I told myself i'm going to quit online
gaming after 1 last spell on it.

I looked for the best RO server i could find and started playing.
I got pretty strong and all and joined a good guild and made
some great friends. Above all, one person stood out, one person
who would change me for life. It's funny how it all started, I saw
this little avatar girl standing in a cross junction with an in game
nick name "Kana". I couldn't help but to message her and say
"hey your nick is my real name"... that's when it all started. We
talked a lot after that, just as friends.

As time passed, i knew her more and more and i felt this magnetic
attraction towards her. So, what the hell I started making a move
on her not knowing what i'm getting into. Thing turn out superb
though, she was a dream come true. We got ever so close and i
care and love her as if she was my wife. Everything was going so
fine, i made all kinds of plans with her. She was in Canada, I was in
Malaysia. Just her being there for me motivated me, I made sure i
did well in my exams. She is a brilliant girl, who gives her all into
studies.

I was so in love, there is no words to describe.......