Love You Long Time
“Love you long time”, when you see this title what would you think of. Naturally a person might think of a song name, a movie, a play or even poem. Have you actually ever seen a person give this name to a sporting team? When I heard this I was shell shocked, what the hell is happening to kids these days? The worst part is this kid included me in the team as well. It’s the name of the football team me and a bunch of my friends have put together to enter a 5 aside futsal tournament.
If I was the opponent, I’d laugh and shout “hahaha you guys are soooo GAY!!” >.< Just too bad this time I might be at the embarrassing end of it. Why did I even put it up to Nirmal to name the team I should have known better then give that bearded kid the responsibility. It was my fault and I now have to face the consequences. The only thing I can hope for is our opponents to underestimate us because of that name (not that we’re so pro anyway >.<)
The tourney is on this coming Saturday 25th October. We have a few reliable players, our goalkeeper James is reputed to be pretty good. Our striker Yusoff is pretty decent, him and I combined pretty well when we played together hopefully that can keep on going during the tourney. Patrick is always dependable when it comes to defending although sometimes he lacks the enthusiasm and ends up not being serious in the game, I don’t think he’ll ever be like that in a tournament though. Then there is me, the so called heart of the team and I’m supposed to make things happen. Honestly well with these guys around I’m like pretty good against them but, I’ve gotten so used to playing these guys I’ve forgotten how other players are and every time I play with new people my passed get intercepted easily and get caught in possession. I usually step up to a challenge though, I’m not fully confident of myself but I know I won’t suck too bad, football is one of those things I’ve always been decent at and I hope I don’t disappoint anyone. The ones I’ve mentioned so far, I expect to be the good performers.
Now comes the 3 weaker links in the team, they are not really bad but they have their good days and bad days and sometimes they can totally phase out. I’ll start with Chandra, my closest cousin and usually a explosive character in the futsal pitch, not an anger management issue though. He is a pretty decent defender, perhaps because of his physical approach to the game but he can also be one of those wing back kind that runs forward and takes shots. The only set back to Chandra is he lack the confidence and he gets tensed when he’s under pressure and he does irrational things...haha yeah but not things like getting into fights and all, he just kicks the ball where ever he is facing. The second one is Nirmal, yeah the one that named the team “Love you long time” I’m going to begrudge him for a long time for that >.< Nirmal is a stable player and on his day he can be a great asset but he also has his downside, Nirmal lacks in fitness (not very badly though) and sometimes also makes silly decisions otherwise he’s great. The last one is Fabian the Fabulous haha. Fabian has a way of getting through players in the most unimaginable manner and I still can’t imagine now. He stumbles and stumbles and stumbles but somehow comes out with the ball, but this is usually with a lesser opponent. With experienced players he seems to do it lesser but still manages to get through every now and then and puts himself in a great position. Fabian is also kind of easy to push off the ball, but I hope he can work it out during the tourney and give us “Fabulous at his best” stuff.
I’ve been talking too much I think, but I just wanted anyone who read this post to wish us luck to do the best we can ^_^ I genuinely think if we all performed in the top of our game, we can beat the best of teams in this tournament. We’ll try to make “Love you long time” proud. Now I want to go watch the Atlentico Madrid vs Liverpool champions league game. You'll Never Walk Alone. Peace out
Story of A Lifetime

I hate writing but it’s not the concept of expressing myself with words but just the fact it’s a lot more effort writing than showing or talking. Have you guys thought of telling someone everything you felt throughout in your life? For people who have written journals or diaries this would be easy, they can just past the dairy to the person they wanted to tell the story to. I’ve never written any diaries because the story of my life. I’m pretty secretive and very choosy of the people I tell things to. What I tell people is just the how much they need to know, not lies though. Well there have been lies, but not to the important people in my life.

Back to the topic, who are the people you would tell the story of your life to? I was watched this movie recently “Definitely Maybe” and seeing the guy open up his past to his daughter made me think if I can ever do that. May be I have done so many stupid things in the past that I just want to bury it and just forget about it. The thing I did in the past doesn’t reflect the things I do now because I changed. Everyone you meet in the way changes you, not that I did a lot of terrible things. May be a little lie there and a little lie here making myself look bigger and better then I am (I don’t do that regularly, just when I feel threatened).

Anyway, who can this person be? Because I know at one point of my life I will have to do this, I have this thing that I want to show someone the mistakes I did and the right things I did so that they would learn from it or they would tell me how I can improve myself. An opinion of another person is always good because they can see things you don’t. This person though can’t be some stranger to me because I can’t open up to someone who I don’t fully trust yet and not everyone I fully trust I can tell these things to.

I guess I will find this out when the time comes. This was really some kind of useless reading to you guys I think lol. Just something I was thinking to myself, sorry to make you read so much with nothing much to gain >.<>

Most Anticipated Games
Every year a few games like movies will have a few big titles to look forward to. Games would gear up their PCs or get new consoles as preparations to welcome these big titles. The most common once are the sequels, as the new name games will still be unknown.

This time round I have quite a few games I'm looking forward to, nowadays not many games attract me so I hope they can maintain their good performance as far as I'm concern. THe titles i'm looking forward to are Final Fantasy 13 (play station 3), Diablo 3 (PC) and Fallout 3.

I'll start with final fantasy 13, there are no PS gamer who like RPG can say no to a Final Fantasy franchise. To me final fantasy 12 was kind of a mess up by square enix, as far as I'm concern that games sucked massively. Final fantasy 13 though has brought back the good looking main characters, which I've kinda missed lol, the graphics are awesome, the only set back for me is the change of the turn based system. I loved the old final fantasy game play which is more to planing rather then reactions, may be i just suck at fast game play lol. (i'm pretty decent with cs though, funny >.<)

The next would be Diablo 3, Diablo is a game that really gets me sucked into it. I played Diablo 1 over and over and over again with all the character, I simply loved it. I think i have a thing for medieval weapons and armour, games with swords and bows and staff are my thing haha. Blizzard is also famous for it's storyline and it wonderful CG, the short clips after ever Act/Part is unbelievably good. Diablo 1 and 2 is definitely in my favorite game list and I was so exited to know Diablo 3 is also in it's way :D

Fallout 2 was only one of the games that got me sucked it for sometime, although the games wasn't as smooth as i'd have liked it to be, it was still massive fun. I like their turn base system. Turn based games are my games :) I hope Fallout 3 will improve their functionality story while maintaining the fun turn based system.

Now for the sad part....I need to find the money to both upgrade the pc and also get a ps3 T.T
Driving Under Influence of Alcohol
It was 4am in the morning, there was a knock on my room door. I open it and see my cousin there with my dad and my cousin says "Your dad just got into a massive accident, the car is gone". My first instinct was to look at my dad, he was standing straight and he was stable "Thank God, i said to myself". My heart was beating but the fact that he was standing there took a whole lot of weight out of me.

What would have happened to my family if our sole bread winner was lost, I know i'm not so close to my dad as many others would be, but i still love him. In the end he is my dad no matter what he did, I don't want to lose him ever. It made me so angry though, this was is third time in two months to have and an accident in the middle of the night.

What the hell is wrong with him? This time it was so close to him being injured badly. Is it a must to go out and get drunk at night? Is it so important that it means it's a chance of losing his life? My dad and many other people need to learn that driving under influence of alcohol is the main catalyst to road accident deaths next to sleepiness.

He tells me "I fell asleep". Yeah you nutmeg, it's 3am in the morning and you're drunk...how else will you be? Is it really necessary to drink so much when you know your house isn't even close to near the place? Come on people, think of your loved once. Me and my mom are never gonna have a nights peace from now on if my dad is not home yet.

Never mind that, we don't want to lose the head of our family. We love you a lot dad although you make me angry all the time and make me think you're one of the dumbest person of all time in certain areas. We don't want to lose you like this, please be considerate and please love yourself too. This is definitely not the way to go. This also goes to all the other people out there who think enjoying life is more important then life. Then again, drinking alcohol is not exactly enjoying life. Care for yourself, care for your family, care for others in the road as well.
Time Flies
Is it me or is time moving faster? It's feels like i just went out on a new years count down with my friends and it's already October. When did i become so old....omg i'm already 25.....What the....... No gimme my teenage life back...lol

Why does it feel like times is moving so much faster? It's not only me, everyone feels it. May be it's because life now is hectic and also we have so many things to do that we don't realize how much time we spend on these things. It's a scary thought though, life is just passing by so fast and you only have one life to live.

All we can do is hope to go we're making this little time we're given to do things that are important for us because if you're doing something wrong, before you know it you're in deep shit >.< Good times move fast too, but the best thing with this is we tend to see the results of our work faster then we did before.

May be it's not faster then before, may be before we were just looking at the calender more. Now days you just decide to look on the calender when you have to fill in a form with the date or when you write a letter. Most of the time i don't know what day and date i'm in, i even get confused with the years...LOL but i guess that's just me. >.<

We have to make good decisions and reap the best of the short time we have, it feel even shorter then it was before >.< scary. Lets do the best for ourselves and bliss through the time we're give to live this life. Most importantly, don't let other suffer in the little time they have also. We rarely get a second chance these days. Time flies....peace out
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    Time to move ahead in life !! :D